XRia: I don't know what'll happen, right? That's scary enough. But I don't even know what I
want to happen, or where I want to go, or what I want to be. Besides
not here.
Travis: I think a certain amount of confusion is normal at your age. Even when the circumstances aren't so -- difficult.
Ria: So what did you see yourself doing at my age?
Travis: Uh, I'd been in IAF training for four years, actually.
Ria: ...oh.
Travis: It was more like preparatory school or something, though. A lot of people left long before they finished training. We were told to expect that.I never understood why myself. I mean, yes, the living conditions were somewhat spartan, and they were very strict about rules, and between the classes and the physical training and the studying you didn't have much time to do anything but sleep. And you didn't see your family except for a few times a year, and you were forbidden to leave base or own anything that wasn't school-issued... but I never saw why that would make anyone.
leave. ...But I do get the impression that I wasn't a normal teenager.
Ria: No
shit.